Thoughts In Four Stanzas

I. Simple Thoughts

I am.
I will be.
I could be.
I would be.
Ask.

II. A Complete Thought

My being's magnitude is miniscule to the fact that the omnipresent and omniscient and omnipotent creator of the entire universe is standing right next to me in my time of confusion and confliction and ambivalence about the entire situation that completely and utterly surrounds me.
I feel so small.

III. Thoughts In General

Come on.  You can't be serious.
Get outta here!
Well, ok, just kidding.
Stay.
But, tell me that I'm not dreaming.
Or wishing.
Or projecting, even.
If I'm not projecting,
Or wishing or dreaming,
Then maybe I'm right.
But that doesn't matter, anyway.
I'm focused, Lord.
Focused on You etirely.
And you...
Know I care.  Know.
However, I will not move on my God.
But I still pray
That He will move on His will only.
With expectancy, too.
Not with greed, but pure openness.
If what my optical nerves are receiving is true,
I can't even describe how joyous I am.
Ok, I'll try.
...
Ok, loss for words.
Oh.  By the way,
Psalm 37:4 is true.
Just so you know.

IV. Final Thought

This is how I hoped that it would happen.
Slowly, surely, and smoothly.
Even though it's none of those,
It doesn't make any difference.
I'll gladly take whatever God sends my way.
Especially since it's Him that's sending it.
Thanks, God.